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May 7th, 2009
01:27 am - wednesday
Woke up learning to play http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mK9MFuZcquc its pretty ez. Singing while playing is still not so ez =(
Morning was really odd, so much that I don't even know what to write about it. Then work was frantic most of the day. Subway for lunch, huge workout at the gym, more guitar playing, then I spent about an hour reading the Q+A with Mika McKinnon, a physics advisor for Stargate and thinking to myself damn, I dated this freakishly creative and intelligent girl for 4 whole months in college. She's hilarious and clever too. Check it out:
http://josephmallozzi.wordpress.com/2008/09/14/september-14-2008-atlantis-physics-consultant-mika-mckinnon-schools-us-touring-stage-3-part-1/
She's the only girl I've ever made cry. I did one of those pre-emptive breakup with her before she breaks up with you things because I'd never broken up with a girl before and wanted to see how it felt that time around. Shockingly I felt nothing, none of those heart pains where the person is always on your mind or any of that. Its annoying, I think people really fall harder for someone when that person breaks up with them, and its so easy for the person deciding to make the break to forget about the person entirely.
A friend of mine is going through a thing right now... I wish I could just tell this girl to break up with him because he'd end up falling for her if she did, but he's not really into her right now and still thinks of his ex a lot and is tortured mentally by the loss of her, even 2 years after the fact. What he needs is a new loss. I find it really funny that I'm actually considering telling her to break up with him as an action of a good friend, lol. Maybe he deserves that because he says he's my best friend but he never reads my journal, ha!
Today through facebook, I got in touch with a man my mom married at a very young age, we'll probably have lunch next week. Its interesting in that he may be genetically unable to have kids (he's been trying unsuccessfully for a long time). So if they hadn't gotten divorced, I may never have existed! And maybe he will play a part in my life yet, perhaps I can be the son he always wanted or something, for at least a short hour of lunch, lol. Its funny because I'm really wanting a dad to bounce ideas off of, someone experienced with business starting and such, even have been praying people come into my life for that. And bam. I meet a sailor who I'm having a great friendship with who will probably fulfill that role a bit, and now my mom's ex-husband as well.
Prayer is amazing. Mostly I think because it opens our minds to the things that have been there all along; if you pray for something and admit you want it in your life, you're much more able to see it when its presented, instead of being blinded by the usual distractions of life.
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Mika works on stargate atlantis? that's cool.
Prayer is amazing. Mostly I think because it opens our minds to the things that have been there all along.
Definitely! Seems to me that gratitude works the same way: the more grateful I am for what I already have, the more good things I find in my life. It also lends a new perspective--like something that was initially annoying me is actually a chance to learn something I've been wanting to learn for a while. Sounds cheesy, but whatever. =) |
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